Hum to the Sound of my guitar

Friday, February 5, 2010

remember in my previous previous post???
about the song titled jera by agnes monica..
i said that "if i were given an opportunity to perform this song..i'd do so.."
haha..here it goes... i spoilt the song..but...i dun care... i jus love it.......
this is jus my voice...
no background music..haha
enjoy..!!~~

Thursday, February 4, 2010

whee!~~

[fina & asya]

oh yeah...!~ haha... spending the whole day till night till morning till afternoon with my GF..
i'm straight ok!!!! hehe... n yah...that's a pic of us...
FINA la..sape lagi..... n beside her...mcm tak tau je..
ASYA ler.......hehehehe....

this is the gila2 us bila mendak....

And..................
let me introduce to you to my...........
MIXER!!!!!!

n my oven!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just bought them...
i wanna bake marble cake..muffins...cheesecake...
cheesecake ada menyiksa sikit...
maybe pasal asya lom tau buat sgt or..
cuma tahu makan je...
hehe..
asya nak amik tempahan for all these...
but before that...i need to experiment it...
haha...i wanna taste my "baking skills" first...
mother will lead me...
when everything's ok...
asya akan letak contact number asya on my site for tempahan...

haha..k la..ngantuk sey..
*yawns*

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

i'm in my room right now..
on my PINK bed..with my kitty...
haha...
had a great time with my FINA...
"Fina! kau terlupa nak bawah balik chocolate kau!"
i'm suppose to slp.. but cant slp..

went to yishun library jus now...n..
it was...a...DISASTER!!!
remember fina!! next time say no!!
jus say no or u dunno....

si Fina ni lagi boleh cakap..
"haha.. i am proud ada kawan mcm kau"
ar ye..........aku taplek kau!
geram je... aku ada lah nak cover2 diri aku...
kau dgn semorg kau mengaku pasal aku!!
aiyoh!!~
don do it again k....

anyway.... i'm keeping myself strong now.....
i'll try....
thanks to FINA...
lol...
my bestfriend ever....
she hug n kissed me just now..
after i gave her a box of chocolates that i'm suppose to give her on Feb 2,2010 at 1.30am..
but she buih me...
tat chocolates was meant to be a surprise....
then tadi siang kasi dia..then step majok ar..
terus she start her...
"alalalalaaaaaaa......sorry la sorry la..."

diam ar fina...aku tunggu kau sial....
haha..

haha..
n yah...she upload her pic in my fb...
haha...fikir gambar sape....
nak tgk ?? nak tgk ??
haha..sorry fina...dorg nak tgk...

ni dia org nye...
hahaha...

aku tak leh tdo sia fina!
urgh!

Sunday, January 31, 2010

took this pic before keluar tadi...

look at me..i look so pale mcm hantu...
terlalu banyak berfikir..
had a bad migraine...
lucky ada photo editting stuff in the net.. i make it look nicer..mcm ni..

i seriously don't know what i've done...
but somehow...
i really have to do it...
no matter how much it hurts...
all my life...
i've been sacrificing lots of stuff...
i wanna be just like dad...
right now... i will not think about it....
i'll just accept the fact....
it's ok if u're going to hate me...
or saying that.."ASYA BASTARD"
i really gotta do it.....
i'll watch u from far....

i'll have my GF [fina]..
mom... n my frens n supporters...
to keep me moving on...

i was discussing with this web hoster..
they wanna sponsor me a site...
i'm gonna have a domain name!!!
for example...
www.asya.info
www.asya.net
ni example je k...
lom lagi ada....
kecoh kecoh...
so i ask whether they're doing web designing..
the reply was yes...
n another thing...
it was sponsored too....
ALHAMDULILAH..
i've NEVER ask anything more in life....
me n fina will meet them to discuss on the 10 of feb...
insya'allah...
harap2.. takde ape ape halangan.... AMIN..
dan harap2.... FINA tak TERTDO lagi.....
AMIN...

oh yah..i bought iqah n my bro apez chocolates!!
kak ct share with iqah eh..
mak share with me..
klw tak cukup..i have some more.. i bought it at "The Cocoa Tree Shop"..

k lah..
taking care peeps...

jera

a song that gives a big impact on me..haha..
if i were given an opportunity to perform this song..i'd do so..

Jera
by Agnes Monica

hitam bukan cirimu
putih juga bukan cirimu
jemu ku melihatmu
tak bercahaya..
seperti memudar

cinta aku mencinta
kamu yang aku mahu
namun tanpa waktu
ku sudah jera
dalam percintaan

salam hangat untuk cintamu
aku yang kandas dan patah hati
biarlah orang memandang lemah
aku tak mahu bercinta lagi

engkau yang dulu ku cinta
namun terlanjur kau bersamanya
dan kau terluka oleh cintanya
kini kau hadir ku sudah jerah

cinta aku mencinta
kamu yang aku mahu
namun tanpa waktu
ku sudah jera
dalam percintaan

salam hangat untuk cintamu
aku yang kandas dan patah hati
biarlah orang memandang lemah
aku tak mahu bercinta lagi

engkau yang dulu ku cinta
namun terlanjur kau bersamanya
dan kau terluka oleh cintanya
kini kau hadir ku sudah jerah

ku sudah...jera

Friday, January 29, 2010

i don understand..
i guess i'll just move away..

minasan , kon'nichiwa ！ sore asyabeyoncedesu !!
toshite mo shira re te ...
Ayesha Misaki..
hehehe.....

watashi wa daun wo kanji te ...

watashi wa , dare mo watashi wa nani wo nyūryoku shi te go rikai nega~tsu te i masu . subete no watashi wa kimi to koi ni wa , gozen to ii tai . soko ni eien toki ni watashi made watashi no gawa ni sa reru hi ni naru to shinu ？ dono yō ni anata wa watashi no ai wo shōmei suru no ka wakara nai . jissai ni , watashi mo , dono yō ni anata no hō ni watashi no kimochi wo hyōgen suru no ka wakara nai . watashi wa hontōni anata ga watashi no seikatsu no naka de eien ni shi tai . watashi wa dare ni shika bei to issho ni kurasu ni shi taku nai watashi wa anata no te wo hoji shi tai . watashi no jinsei no saigo made anata wo aishi shi tai . dōzo . watashi wo rikai suru .

Thursday, January 28, 2010

nice....

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

haha..ILAH!!~~
I THREW AWAY THE FAKE EYE LASHES!!!!!!!!
n i think... i will just use my original eye lashes..n be natural..
LOL...

n to this particular person..
don try to threaten me..
i can bring ur sms to the police...
i am not afraid of u..
u don't know how nasty i could be...

haha..
dgr ni!!
asya bored...then asya record for fun..
ada salah2 ar...but who cares!! for fun per!!
untuk kasi hati sendiri happy!! lol~~

Friday, January 22, 2010

fake eye leashes

like some of u noe.....
about the fake eye lashes..
haha..i learn it from here...
this tutorial really worth it!!

great great great!! NOW I KNOW HOW TO APPLY IT...
n i've learnt how to maintain it!!~~

awesome...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

ngantuk

my eyes can't open...
arrgghhh !!~~ ngantuk.....
slept quite late n i woke up at..
7:30am
n i think i slept at...
4:00am
around there la...

went to Police Cantonment Complex...
with mak...to settle my late dad's stuff...
let me tell u this...
the Police Cantonment Complex..
COOL ABIS SEY!!!
not abt all the police la...
but the place itself... first time sey...
masuk tmpt tu....
semua police-police dia friendly...
met up with ASP Ang & ASP Mazlan...
went to the Police Coast Guard nye department....
budak2 NS.. plz buat hal tgh Serving The Country...
hahaha.... mata maintain....... korek aru tau!!!

after receiving my late dad's stuff...
his singlet that he wore during the accident..
his underwear..
his shorts....
i cry...damn!!~~
the ASP told us to check the stuff..
the moment i take it out from the paper back...
i smell my dad...
the smell is still there...
it's been 6 yrs..... tears rolled down my "chubby" cheeks...

n that was the last time i'm gonna have that smell....
gonna miz that.....

mak n me were very hungry..!!!
lol...
ASP Ang recommended us to hav a meal in the canteen...
n..NOW I KNOW HOW NS FOOD TASTE LIKE...
errkkk... ok.. LOL..

ASP Mazlan.. who wants me to call him Abg Mazlan....
sent us home...with his car...mcm.. sedap gitu kereta dia...
smooth n cold...
we alighted at Northpoint...
shopping..hehe...
i bought 2 t-shirts n a pair of fake eye lashes...
i've nvr buy fake eye lashes...
n now..i've a problem with it...
coz i dunno how to wear it....
i think... i'll just search the tutorial on how to wear fake eye lashes....

when i reached home!!!
i recorded a video....
hehehe.....
n look at my tired face.....

then...
my kids wanna take photos with me

smile asya

i am suppose to slp now..
but i cudn't...
i just take a look at myself in the mirror..
i look so pale....
i didn't have a "proper" meal for today...
as in on wednesday...
i only ate..epok2 n bread n..dat's all..

gotta wake up early later....
i'm heading to police cantonment complex...
n i'm suppose to meet ASP Ang...
hey...cool down..i didn't do anything....
have to settle my dad's stuff...
the accident that happened on Sept 11, 2004..
hasn't been settled yet...
will be going with my mum...

there's so many things that's been bugging my mind....
i've watched 2 movies just now to cheer myself up..
but..no use...urgh...
so those pics....
or can i say.. it's a pic of a couple...
i'm shutting one eye... pretend to be dumb.. n smile...
i'm in a confuse state..
i smile..i laugh...
as per normal...
u will not notice anything...
i dunno what you're up to...
but i gotta pretend.......i didn't read/see anything....

n abt doing the singles...
i leave it to the hands of
"SPMR Incz 2009 V-DUCTIONZ" & "JustDub Rekordz "
just do what u're suppose to do aites...
i have faith in u peeps..

aites...tc peeps..
i gotta force myself to slp...

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

there's so many things yang berlaku...
kadang-kadang sesak dada ni menahan sebak...
but it's life...
asya selalu ingat ape ciplak says...

question : Why ALLAH kasi kita cabaran ni??

answer: kerana kita layak untuk cabaran itu dan
Allah telah bagi tanggung jawab tu kat kita pasal
DIA percaya yang we can do it...

all i have to do is sabar...this is really what life is all about...
ada yang lagi teruk daripada apa yang asya terima...maybe..balasan untuk asya atas kesalahan2 yg pernah asya buat... i prefer to be silent as for now....
berkata bila perlu... asya penat...otak penat... hati pon penat.. semua penat... asya cuba.. tolerate semua.. in return.. i will get tears... who am i suppose to talk to? no one.. only Allah.. kepada barang siapa yang telah mendgr ape2 cerita tentang asya... it's up to u... really.... i can't do anything n i prefer to be silent...
tc all...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i wanna slp n nvr wake up

Monday, January 18, 2010

bored...so i sang this.....

haha...for fun je eh... haha....starting mcm takut-takut..!!! erm.. haha..nervous ar!!n byk salah2.. haha.. nyanyi suka2 je ar... bored mah..... hehe... no serious business ar...

i was in tears...
when suddenly my ex-ITE classmate, Yong Xiang, approached me in msn n said "yo"...
was shock...
he has nvr say hi to me..
hahaha...
chatted with him...even right now..while updating my blog..
i am chatting with him..
damn.... i miss all my classmates... esp those dirty minded guys..HAHA..

i think..i've made up my mind...
to just keep what i love to do or my passion to myself....
will not really exposed it anywhere...if i had to do it...i'll do it but for the sake of FUN...
i will not just...forget abt my passion...but i jus wanna keep to myself..
n i have to accept the fact that i am a nobody....haha....

just a normal girl..
who can't sing...
BUT loves to sing...
who is not good in music...
BUT loves music...
who is not good in songwriting...
BUT loves to write songs...
who is ugly...
BUT dont really care abt it coz god created me to be this way...
who has a dream...
BUT it won't be a reality...

haha... that's asya...
k peeps...gotta slp now...
nites..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

ngantok la...............

[don't mind the hair..LOL]

tired....................
went out the whole afternoon till night....
with my precious baby..Nur Aniqah Auni......
hope she had fun...
i think..she did...hahaha....
love u so much baby......

naik basikal pon sempat amik video... hahaha....don mind the hair.....
it was so windy...lol....
gotta slp now...nites...

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

a day out with bestie....

hmmm....
dead tired....
DON'T...
i repeat..
DON'T ASK ABOUT MY INTERVIEW

don spoil my mood now...
coz my mood is currently happy....

had fun with my GIRLFRIEND..!!!!~~~
hahaha... LOVE U LA FINA!!!
k fina tak de internet...so dia tak dapat baca ni...
but org lain boleh baca... hahaha...

sya siap2... make sure nmpk mcm hawt gitu..
haha...MACAM je ehk..
haha..... kalau touch..keluar asap... HAWTSTUFF PER...lol...
gurau je la...

fed up dgn that interview...
so..memandangkan asya bingit nak mampos...
my dearest FINA..ajak..pergi...
SHOPPING!!~~ haha...
dia gaji..biasa ar..police woman..bila dah gaji...
jangan pandang dia ganas!!! she's good in "FASHION" tau..
dia tau.. wat top/pants suit me best....

so kitorg pergi...........
BUGIS!~ haha..the cheapest place in singapore for u to shop...
not only cheap ...they're nice too.....
haha...mcm org gila sey kitorg...
but i think we've grown up...right fina?? i'm so proud of us..
haha... then masa pat Bugis Junction..fina masuk this one kedai.. "Topshop"..
n that's where she introduce to me..boxers for ladies....
hahaa..thanks fina... no matter how hard u've been telling abt those nice boxers..
[especially..the pink one]
i still can't have myself wearing that..... it's uncomfortable... seriously....
i feel so.................NAKED..
eeewww... but guys wearing boxers....wow...haha...
[ladies..u noe, i noe..]
haha...

we then proceed to.... BUGIS STREET...
ar yes... my fav place.....
seriously.... the tops..WOW! asya suka!!
but for pants..i love buying it at peninsular.....

there's a moment that i wanna share when we reach bugis mrt station.... while tapping the ez-link card.... i saw fina..TAPPING hard on that sensor thingy that detects the ez-link [singaporeans..u noe wat i mean] .. then i notice...that wasn't her ez-link card... IT WAS HER ATM CARD... paisey la fina!!!!! hahaha... i was laughing non-stop... hahahahahaha...

k back to the story....

i THINK i bought 4 tops....
it's so.....COOL...
haha...they're having this "moving out" sale...
so they're selling it at a very low price...
grab those that i like....before anyone took it..
hahaha..... i'm good at "grabbing" .. LOL ..

tiba-tiba...
asya : fina....aku lapar...nak mati ni...

fina: ok ok....aku pon lapar...kita gi mkn...kau nak mkn ape?

asya: aku tak tau .. kau decide ar...

fina : takde takde...kau ckp kau nak mkn ape..

asya : alah..kau decide la...

fina : tak de! tak de! tak de! mkn fastfood nk? burger king.. long john pon ada...

asya : aku macam nak makan makanan kat kedai kopi ar... [for some of u who doesn't know... i love to eat at kedai kopi....]

fina : k..kita carik food court....

she's always like a big sister to me...hahaha....

ar....yes....we jalan jauh...just to find the food junction.....
n while waiting for "KAKAK" fina to order the food for me..
i took a pic of myself....

nmpk tu kaki?? haha...kaki fina...i didn't know that makanan dah smpi!!
hahaha.....

this is....CHICKEN ARABIATTA..... [on top]
for those ppl who still doesn't know my fav food....i love pasta...

n this is....I DUNNO WAT IZZIT....i think it's "cab-something-something" [on top]

nak kena refund ni... ahahaha ... LOL

look at her......we're so happy with our pasta... hahahaha.... [don play play ar.. POLICEWOMAN nie...]

not to forget....our drinks.... coke belongs to me.. HAHA

then continue jalan-jalan.........
then saw this ice cream shop...
WAH BIANG EH!!!!
cannot tahan sey!!!

then fina bought for me one!!!!
hahahaha

this is mine..flavour : TIRAMISU

this is hers.... flavour :RASPBERRY

i was burping all the way...........................

while on the way home...
something happened..that made me look so STUPID!!
i was chit chatting with fina.....
when suddenly....
a group of guys in a family car..threw cupcakes at me!!
n i was like............
"apa maksud kau sia?"
n they kept on shouting...
"NAK MINTAK NOMBOR! NAK MINTAK NOMBOR! NAK MINTAK NOMBOR!"
bloody hell...

i was cursing them all the way..while fina is still continuing her story....

then dah smpi uma.... haha...
shake shake hands with fina... haha.. gonna miss ya again..

sampai uma je....
aduh........... SAKIT PERUT!!
n maman tutup pipe air..pasal nak repair pipe kat toilet....
asya tahan sey!!
iman nak kena ada!!!
hahaha....

then while looking at the tops that i've bought..i think i overspent...
hmmmmm......
but no regrets..i jus love the tops.....

gd nite n slp tight..............

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

asyabeyonce

4:00pm
handphone ringing
k..this is how it sounds like
*glory glory man united..glory glory ma.... *
[asya pick up]
asya : "hello..?"

caller : "is this nur....nur...nur a....."

asya : [dah agak dah..mesti susah nak sebut..] "asya here...Nurasya.."

caller : "right...asya..Nurasya...i've just receive ur resume.."

asya : [erm... yang mana sey... mcm2 company sya hantar resume..]

caller : hi..i'm pauline...currently.. u're not working right?

asya : erm..no...

caller : so.. u've never work in an office before..?

asya : sadly..no..

caller : how good r u in computer stuff?

asya : [apa maksud ni anak?? stuff?? ape sey? hard disk? usb cable? system prog??] erm...not really dat good...haha..i am not sure abt that...

caller : what do u mean by you're not sure abt that? when was the last time u touch ur pc?

asya : [alamak.com ... ] oh...i'm always with my laptop.... like..everyday...

caller : soo... what do u mean by you're not sure abt that?

asya : i've never tried using microsoft excel ... [ar..that's true...i dun even noe wat izzit for...]

caller : alright...so can u come for an interview....?

asya : hold on.. [amik pen paper]

caller : ok

asya : where's the place..?

caller : suntec tower 2 , 38-01

asya : time?

caller : hold on..let me see................................... 2:30pm..

asya : ok then...thank u!

caller : ok...bye..

*call ended*

hahaha...... n tanpa membuang waktu... i called my GF...
my bestfriend since i was in primary school...
she's a police officer now... haha..should hav followed her footsteps..
hahaha...but before calling her.. asya kira hari... hari bila dia off... n tml dia off...
THAT IS SO PERFECT!!! haha... so i called... n asked...

*ring...ring...*
asya : ello...............fina......tml kau tak kerja kan...?

fina : tak.... kenapa?

asya : [smiling mentel-ly] AR YES!!! mmg tuhan nak suruh kau teman aku gi interview!!!!
besok....boleh k fina...

fina : [laughing] sial la kau... haha..mcm tau tau je.....kat mana...?

asya : kat suntec tower 2...kena be there kul 2:30..

fina : oh.. abe kau nak meet kul brape?

asya : [concern voice] eh! kau balik kerja kul brape sey..??

fina : kul 10am gitu ar aku smpi uma..

asya : kau tak nak tdo ker dulu??

fina : tak pelah..kau nak meet kul brape?

asya : kul 1pm la...

fina : ok ok...

asya : thank u fina...i love u...

fina : haha.. sial.. love u too...

*call ended*

hahahahhahaa..... kecoh la.... she's my bestfriend ever!!! dah bertahun-tahun kenal dia..
n she seen me jatuh like a superman before... [ok...not gonna tell u abt this..]

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*this is the next part of the story*

i was in tears at 2am ++
hmmm....couldn't believe she's that type of person....
i received a document abt their conversation...
bloody hell...she talks abt me!!!
SHE TALKS ABT ME!!!
i don hesitate to kill u ok...seriously...
eh no...i'm not sadist... i will make sure...
u're emotionally hurt.....
HAHAHA!! GURAU JE..!!!

u're older than me...
u're more matured than me..
YOU CAN THINK!!!!
think with ur brains....not ur ass!!!
stop hurting innocent people.....

PLEASE..
REPENT

till here my lovely readers...MUACKS!

oh ya...before i forget...
ada satu hamba allah yg mulia ni..kasi asya teka teki...
here it goes...
" ada dua beruk tgh jalan..anak beruk & mak beruk.. anak beruk ikut mak dia jalan..dia pegang mak dia sambil jalan...dan sambil tunduk ke bawah...kenapa anak beruk tu tunduk...?"

will tell u the answer on my next post!!
tc!~

Monday, January 11, 2010

stop saying words...
that u thought...it doesnt hurt me....
n thought that those words... means nothing n only u could feel the pain....
i am over here.... taking all the blames.....
even though u've said that..
"no worries.. no one is blaming u"
oh gosh! come on!!!!
my goodness....sakit hati...
asya diam je... dah tak nak berkata-kata lagi.....
not worth saying anything... coz all i get is those hurtful words...

tadi..result for o level dah out......
those who did well.... congrats... keep it up..
those who didn't do well.... there's always a next time...
u may succeed in other things...
god has better plans for u...

oh ya.....
asya aru check my site..
http://www.asyabeyonce.webs.com/
haha...was surprise...with the number of members...
walaupon sikit...tapi..asya terharu...

n...
asya aru jawab satu soalan ni...
haha.. buat asya ketawa jap...

Question: nak tanya boleh ? asal BEYONCE ? haha

Answer: beyonce is my idol... i started off this account with the name asyabeyonce n takde niat nak post vid..coz i know that tak de org view... i use that "beyonce" also to differentiate which asya... org tak keliru...bukan nak STEP beyonce.... i hav no intention of uploading any videos at first.... but bila first time i post a video... it becomes an addiction... it is addictive... haha...then lama2 ni nama asya"beyonce" kekal at utube...but i shorten it n make it different by mengaku diri as " ASYA'B " ... so nama beyonce tu tak terpakai.... tak de segelintir niat pon nak perasan beyonce.... now.. u get the story?

hope he understand... hahaha...not only him...but to everyone also !! haha..
tc peeps!!~